needing a personal vision

< Microsoft versus the zombies | I have a new hat. >

for a long time I've had a sense of who I want to be, who I am striving to become. and while I'd certainly sometimes slack on that vision, I knew what it was.

now I don't know, anymopre. I suppose that must be because I spent a few years focused on who WE were becoming, and all the struggles and frustration and excitement of attempting to create a joint long-term vision with someone at least as independent and slackful as I am (and perhaps more emotionally needy.)

I think I knew on some level that the search for my self in that we (described somewhat here during and here after) was a desire to get back on my personal evolutionary path -- which is to say, to return to the realization of a future self.

but now that I actually am on my own, free to pursue my own path, I haven't been. I've been writing some, but mostly (I think) with leftover inspiration. mostly I've been working, watching TV, and kinda nesting.

it is time to start another phase of life...but what? is this still something I can do on my own?

I've done this before, but usually with somewhat more of a goal in mind.

there will be more on this topic.

Friday, July 29. 2005
Comment (1) - Trackbacks (0)

Defined tags for this entry: perspective

Trackbacks

Trackback specific URI for this entry

No Trackbacks

Comments

Display comments as (Linear | Threaded)

J.D. Falk - #1 - 2005-08-23 10:54 - (Reply)

This is wrong. I do have a vision, but it's kinda fuzzy. More on that later.

Add Comment

Name
Email
Homepage
In reply to
Comment	Enclosing asterisks marks text as bold (word), underscore are made via _word_. E-Mail addresses will not be displayed and will only be used for E-Mail notifications To prevent automated Bots from commentspamming, please enter the string you see in the image below in the appropriate input box. Your comment will only be submitted if the strings match. Please ensure that your browser supports and accepts cookies, or your comment cannot be verified correctly. Enter the string from the spam-prevention image above: BBCode format allowed
	Remember Information? Subscribe to this entry